1 00:00:06,009 --> 00:00:07,306 chadwick williams) black men... 2 00:00:07,377 --> 00:00:10,938 very much like myself... some not. 3 00:00:11,014 --> 00:00:14,006 black men whose voices are muted, 4 00:00:14,083 --> 00:00:16,051 swept under the carpet, 5 00:00:16,119 --> 00:00:18,087 silenced by secrecy. 6 00:00:18,154 --> 00:00:21,055 the dl man blurs the lines between an otherwise 7 00:00:21,124 --> 00:00:24,958 supposed clear distinction between gay and straight, 8 00:00:25,028 --> 00:00:27,553 normal and abnormal, 9 00:00:27,630 --> 00:00:30,656 moral and immoral. 10 00:00:30,733 --> 00:00:33,531 like a child joining two bloodlines: 11 00:00:33,603 --> 00:00:37,198 one dirty and one clean. 12 00:00:37,273 --> 00:00:40,106 black men caught somewhere in between a definition 13 00:00:40,176 --> 00:00:43,304 and a designation, 14 00:00:43,379 --> 00:00:46,542 living in a gray area, 15 00:00:46,616 --> 00:00:49,278 living on the down low. 16 00:00:49,352 --> 00:00:52,685 .. qualified to sing my life chronicles .. 17 00:00:52,755 --> 00:00:54,586 .. than me .. 18 00:00:54,657 --> 00:00:56,488 .. who better more qualified .. 19 00:00:56,559 --> 00:00:58,823 - .. to sing my life .. - .. sing my life, sing my life .. 20 00:00:58,895 --> 00:01:02,058 .. sing my life, sing my life .. 21 00:01:02,131 --> 00:01:04,361 breathing heavily) 22 00:01:07,070 --> 00:01:08,901 groans) 23 00:01:08,972 --> 00:01:12,464 williams) lt seems weīve been in training all our lives. 24 00:01:12,542 --> 00:01:17,275 we are taught as children how to play games that reinforce social constructs, 25 00:01:17,347 --> 00:01:21,010 that hone our skills of deception. 26 00:01:21,084 --> 00:01:23,848 when we played īīhouseīī or īīhide and seek,īī 27 00:01:23,920 --> 00:01:27,321 we were, in fact, practicing for adulthood. 28 00:01:27,390 --> 00:01:30,416 so itīs understandable why, in our adult lives, 29 00:01:30,493 --> 00:01:35,089 we so easily fall back into game playing. 30 00:01:35,164 --> 00:01:38,463 after all, itīs what weīve been taught. 31 00:01:52,348 --> 00:01:55,010 - groans) - alarm clock beeping) 32 00:02:46,769 --> 00:02:47,963 baby steps. 33 00:02:48,037 --> 00:02:51,097 williams) meet mark watts. 34 00:03:00,249 --> 00:03:02,342 both chuckle) 35 00:03:04,320 --> 00:03:06,788 sighs) so... 36 00:03:06,856 --> 00:03:08,983 weīre really gonna do it this time, huh? 37 00:03:09,058 --> 00:03:10,889 y ep. 38 00:03:10,960 --> 00:03:13,087 so long to the fake room, 39 00:03:13,162 --> 00:03:14,925 hello to our new office. 40 00:03:14,997 --> 00:03:16,624 oh, man. 41 00:03:20,002 --> 00:03:21,435 this is a big step. 42 00:03:21,504 --> 00:03:22,994 y ou sure youīre ready? 43 00:03:24,140 --> 00:03:26,734 y eah. 44 00:03:26,809 --> 00:03:27,833 y eah, līm ready. 45 00:03:27,910 --> 00:03:29,571 coming out isnīt easy. 46 00:03:29,645 --> 00:03:31,169 l know. 47 00:03:31,247 --> 00:03:32,737 l know, but... 48 00:03:32,815 --> 00:03:37,775 lf your scary little ass can do it, so can l. 49 00:03:39,355 --> 00:03:41,516 oh, baby. 50 00:03:42,959 --> 00:03:45,655 l gotta call my mom. 51 00:03:45,728 --> 00:03:47,525 īcause she should be the first to know. 52 00:03:47,597 --> 00:03:49,963 l agree. 53 00:03:50,032 --> 00:03:52,330 well, anyways, 54 00:03:52,401 --> 00:03:54,995 letīs go ahead and make a toast. 55 00:03:55,071 --> 00:03:58,404 to new beginnings. 56 00:03:58,474 --> 00:04:01,170 to new beginnings. 57 00:04:05,815 --> 00:04:07,612 hey. 58 00:04:12,255 --> 00:04:13,517 come here. 59 00:04:22,865 --> 00:04:25,459 doorbell rings) 60 00:04:25,535 --> 00:04:28,095 y ou expecting somebody? 61 00:04:28,171 --> 00:04:29,536 nah-uh. 62 00:04:29,605 --> 00:04:31,937 doorbell) 63 00:04:39,448 --> 00:04:40,779 what up, cousin? 64 00:04:40,850 --> 00:04:42,477 terrell? y eah! 65 00:04:42,552 --> 00:04:44,247 hey! hey, man, thatīs a nice crib. 66 00:04:44,320 --> 00:04:45,252 y ou gonna let me in? 67 00:04:45,321 --> 00:04:46,811 laughs) 68 00:04:46,889 --> 00:04:51,417 damn, this is a fresh pad, man. dang. shoot. 69 00:04:51,494 --> 00:04:53,792 hey, whatīs up? y ou must be the roommate dīandre. 70 00:04:53,863 --> 00:04:55,421 dante. y eah, dante. 71 00:04:55,498 --> 00:04:58,126 my bad. līm terrell, markyīs favorite cousin. 72 00:04:58,201 --> 00:05:00,499 all right, cool. hey, man! check this out. 73 00:05:00,570 --> 00:05:02,561 l hope you ainīt trippinī with me cominī without callinī, 74 00:05:02,638 --> 00:05:03,764 but l need a place to stay. 75 00:05:03,840 --> 00:05:04,772 regina put me out. 76 00:05:04,841 --> 00:05:06,968 uh... 77 00:05:07,043 --> 00:05:09,170 how did you find me, t? 78 00:05:09,245 --> 00:05:10,542 oh, your mom gave me the address. 79 00:05:10,613 --> 00:05:12,376 l took the first bus this morning from l.a., man. 80 00:05:12,448 --> 00:05:14,109 līm happy to see you, cuz. 81 00:05:14,183 --> 00:05:16,242 how long has it been? four or five years, something like that? 82 00:05:16,319 --> 00:05:17,217 l canīt remember. 83 00:05:17,286 --> 00:05:19,151 so itīs cool if l crash, right? 84 00:05:19,222 --> 00:05:20,655 uh... 85 00:05:20,723 --> 00:05:23,385 līm gonna go start the room. 86 00:05:24,594 --> 00:05:25,856 heīs gonna start the room. 87 00:05:25,928 --> 00:05:28,158 why are you not staying at your momīs, t? 88 00:05:28,231 --> 00:05:29,289 oh, she put me out, too. 89 00:05:29,365 --> 00:05:30,832 talking about how l ate up all her cornbread. 90 00:05:30,900 --> 00:05:32,458 why are not staying with regina? 91 00:05:32,535 --> 00:05:33,866 oh, man, sheīs complaining too much. 92 00:05:33,936 --> 00:05:35,904 talking about, you know, she wants commitment, 93 00:05:35,972 --> 00:05:37,564 telling me līm lazy, l need to get a job. 94 00:05:37,640 --> 00:05:39,198 jobs are for suckers. 95 00:05:39,275 --> 00:05:40,970 y eah, but you never had a job, though. 96 00:05:41,043 --> 00:05:42,237 thatīs bullshit, man. 97 00:05:42,311 --> 00:05:44,871 hey, man, look, l put a couple of job aps up in īfrisco. 98 00:05:44,947 --> 00:05:45,971 shitīs tight in l.a., 99 00:05:46,048 --> 00:05:47,310 so l just need to stay a couple of weeks-- 100 00:05:47,383 --> 00:05:49,442 oh, no, no, no-- hey, look! check it out! 101 00:05:49,518 --> 00:05:50,712 got a ten spot right here. 102 00:05:50,786 --> 00:05:52,515 l ainīt gonna stay for free neither. 103 00:05:52,588 --> 00:05:54,146 y ou know what līm talkinī about.there you go. 104 00:05:54,223 --> 00:05:55,656 right-- y eah, thatīs right. 105 00:05:55,725 --> 00:05:56,987 whereīs the cable? 106 00:06:10,573 --> 00:06:13,440 dante, heīs not staying that long. 107 00:06:13,509 --> 00:06:14,999 lf it was just a few days, līd be cool with it, 108 00:06:15,077 --> 00:06:16,738 but youīre talking about a few weeks. 109 00:06:16,812 --> 00:06:17,904 what do you want me to do? 110 00:06:17,980 --> 00:06:19,242 tell him to go stay somewhere else. 111 00:06:19,315 --> 00:06:20,373 l... 112 00:06:20,449 --> 00:06:22,849 l canīt do that. thatīs my cousin. 113 00:06:22,919 --> 00:06:27,356 well, l canīt go around pretending to be your roommate for that long. 114 00:06:27,423 --> 00:06:29,755 y ou know what? 115 00:06:29,825 --> 00:06:33,056 y ou can be so damn selfish sometimes. 116 00:06:34,797 --> 00:06:37,664 mark, līm going to work. 117 00:06:37,733 --> 00:06:40,600 when l get home... 118 00:06:40,670 --> 00:06:42,729 l want this figured out. 119 00:06:44,874 --> 00:06:46,671 oh, okay. 120 00:06:49,512 --> 00:06:51,912 so līll figure it out. 121 00:06:51,981 --> 00:06:55,075 hey, man, itīs gonna be like some old times, huh, marky? 122 00:06:55,151 --> 00:06:56,516 y eah, l guess, man. 123 00:06:56,585 --> 00:06:58,177 hey, man you and me up late, 124 00:06:58,254 --> 00:07:00,654 clubbinī, parties, women. 125 00:07:00,723 --> 00:07:03,783 hey, t, help me get this stuff out of the way before dante gets home. 126 00:07:03,859 --> 00:07:05,326 y eah, all right. 127 00:07:07,964 --> 00:07:09,898 ls something wrong, cuz? 128 00:07:11,934 --> 00:07:14,630 hey, look, man, l can find another place to go. 129 00:07:14,704 --> 00:07:17,298 could you? 130 00:07:17,373 --> 00:07:19,341 hey, man, you know l got nowhere else to go. 131 00:07:19,408 --> 00:07:20,773 y ou know what? ltīs cool, though. 132 00:07:20,843 --> 00:07:21,810 thereīs a gazebo at the park-- 133 00:07:21,877 --> 00:07:23,435 t--t, look... 134 00:07:23,512 --> 00:07:24,979 y ou know l was just playinī, right? 135 00:07:25,047 --> 00:07:26,275 y ou sure? 136 00:07:26,349 --> 00:07:28,146 hey, look, l know your boy donīt want me here. 137 00:07:28,217 --> 00:07:31,709 no, itīs not that. he just, uh... 138 00:07:31,787 --> 00:07:34,722 likes his neutral spaces to stay neutral. 139 00:07:34,790 --> 00:07:37,782 y ou know, uh... 140 00:07:37,860 --> 00:07:40,158 your boy seems a little broke in the wrist. 141 00:07:45,568 --> 00:07:47,195 look, man... 142 00:07:50,139 --> 00:07:51,299 thereīs something l need to tell you. 143 00:07:51,374 --> 00:07:54,070 he is, isnīt he? oh, l knew it, man! 144 00:07:54,143 --> 00:07:56,304 howīd you end up with a queer for a roommate? 145 00:07:56,379 --> 00:07:58,779 oh, līm gonna tell your mom, man! what? 146 00:07:58,848 --> 00:08:00,110 oh, okay--no! 147 00:08:00,182 --> 00:08:03,640 y o, t, t, t, dante is not gay. 148 00:08:03,719 --> 00:08:06,119 that boy pull more bitches than l do. 149 00:08:06,188 --> 00:08:08,088 what, to exchange beauty tips, man? 150 00:08:08,157 --> 00:08:10,489 man, l know a fudge packer when see one, please. 151 00:08:10,559 --> 00:08:12,151 chuckles) all right. 152 00:08:12,228 --> 00:08:13,525 hold up, hold up, hold up. 153 00:08:14,964 --> 00:08:16,864 are you and dante-- are you-- 154 00:08:16,932 --> 00:08:18,593 oh, hell no! t--t... 155 00:08:18,667 --> 00:08:20,931 get that out of your head right now. 156 00:08:21,003 --> 00:08:24,063 oh. man. 157 00:08:24,140 --> 00:08:27,906 oh, man. see, l was about to say, man... 158 00:08:27,977 --> 00:08:29,205 oh, man. 159 00:08:29,278 --> 00:08:31,212 l swear, that would have been too much for me to take, man. 160 00:08:31,280 --> 00:08:33,180 l would have had to tell your mom, man. 161 00:08:33,249 --> 00:08:34,978 shit, l would have to kill you, man. 162 00:08:35,051 --> 00:08:37,110 this would have been a whole mess. dang! 163 00:08:37,186 --> 00:08:39,848 - cell phone rings) - hold up. 164 00:08:39,922 --> 00:08:42,083 ring) 165 00:08:42,158 --> 00:08:43,318 hold up, man. 166 00:08:44,894 --> 00:08:46,794 speak. 167 00:08:46,862 --> 00:08:49,387 no. no, gina. 168 00:08:49,465 --> 00:08:51,524 no, l ainīt cominī back! 169 00:08:51,600 --> 00:08:54,068 well, you should have thought about that before you-- 170 00:08:54,136 --> 00:08:55,899 līm at my cuzīs, all right? 171 00:08:55,971 --> 00:09:00,169 no, weīre gonna handle this tomorrow. 172 00:09:00,242 --> 00:09:00,876 gina, no... 173 00:09:00,876 --> 00:09:01,342 gina, no... 174 00:09:07,149 --> 00:09:10,118 speaking spanish) 175 00:09:10,186 --> 00:09:13,644 d, l already know what youīre gonna say, 176 00:09:13,722 --> 00:09:15,986 but trust me, l had no other choice. 177 00:09:16,058 --> 00:09:20,290 mark, līm not staying in this room, man. 178 00:09:20,362 --> 00:09:22,330 well, then l will. 179 00:09:22,398 --> 00:09:26,095 what are you so afraid of? 180 00:09:29,171 --> 00:09:31,435 līm afraid of losing people. 181 00:09:34,310 --> 00:09:38,110 l got a lot of family and friends that look up to me. 182 00:09:52,661 --> 00:09:54,925 announcer on tv) and with one minute left to go in the game, 183 00:09:54,997 --> 00:09:58,524 the score remains exactly 97-98. 184 00:09:58,601 --> 00:09:59,625 hey, man youīre missing the game, man. 185 00:09:59,702 --> 00:10:01,499 can l talk to you for a second? 186 00:10:01,570 --> 00:10:02,969 canīt this wait until after the game? 187 00:10:03,038 --> 00:10:04,198 no, it canīt. 188 00:10:04,273 --> 00:10:05,467 what, youīre not into basketball? 189 00:10:05,541 --> 00:10:06,838 - not per se. - football. 190 00:10:06,909 --> 00:10:08,308 y ou probably one of them football cats, huh? 191 00:10:08,377 --> 00:10:09,639 not really. 192 00:10:09,712 --> 00:10:10,940 baseball? no. 193 00:10:11,013 --> 00:10:12,002 soccer? no. 194 00:10:12,081 --> 00:10:13,446 golf? hockey? womenīs volleyball? 195 00:10:13,516 --> 00:10:15,507 tennis. 196 00:10:16,652 --> 00:10:17,744 he likes tennis. 197 00:10:17,820 --> 00:10:18,878 tennis. 198 00:10:20,322 --> 00:10:21,914 y eah. 199 00:10:21,991 --> 00:10:23,891 ltīs the shit. 200 00:10:33,302 --> 00:10:35,463 man. 201 00:10:35,538 --> 00:10:37,802 that guyīs mighty strange. 202 00:10:37,873 --> 00:10:40,933 now l know youīre not calling nobody strange, t. 203 00:10:41,010 --> 00:10:43,877 hey, man, you wanna get your ass whupped at some īībones?īī 204 00:10:43,946 --> 00:10:46,141 no, bro, l gotta go to work, man. 205 00:10:46,215 --> 00:10:47,842 oh, yeah. 206 00:10:47,917 --> 00:10:51,011 thatīs right, man. mr. paramedic, yo. 207 00:10:51,086 --> 00:10:52,713 ha! 208 00:10:52,788 --> 00:10:54,653 at least thereīs one doctor in the family. 209 00:10:54,723 --> 00:10:57,021 man, l am not a doctor. 210 00:10:57,092 --> 00:10:58,457 oh, the hell you ainīt, man. 211 00:10:58,527 --> 00:11:02,293 take off work and see donīt somebody die, huh? 212 00:11:02,364 --> 00:11:03,661 y eah, man. 213 00:11:03,732 --> 00:11:05,996 l look up to you, marky. 214 00:11:09,672 --> 00:11:11,606 no, man, really. 215 00:11:11,674 --> 00:11:13,733 y ou always have everything l wanted, man, 216 00:11:13,809 --> 00:11:15,572 like good grades... 217 00:11:15,644 --> 00:11:19,478 good hair, man, and good women. 218 00:11:19,548 --> 00:11:20,947 ltīs a phat apartment. 219 00:11:23,886 --> 00:11:25,513 y ou know what, t, man? 220 00:11:28,157 --> 00:11:31,058 everything is not what it always appears to be. 221 00:11:31,126 --> 00:11:34,926 what you mean, man? 222 00:11:34,997 --> 00:11:36,191 - cell phone rings) - terrell-- 223 00:11:36,265 --> 00:11:37,425 y o, hold that thought, cuz. 224 00:11:37,499 --> 00:11:39,592 - someoneīs blowing me up. - ring) 225 00:11:39,668 --> 00:11:40,635 oh, snap. 226 00:11:40,703 --> 00:11:43,536 hold that thought, cuz. 227 00:11:43,606 --> 00:11:46,200 hey, whatīs up? 228 00:11:46,275 --> 00:11:48,334 y eah, līm just chillinī over here at cuzīs. 229 00:11:48,410 --> 00:11:51,004 announcer on tv) the second one falls in, too. 230 00:11:51,080 --> 00:11:53,275 time-out called on the court. 231 00:11:54,717 --> 00:11:58,278 oh! l need to get me a pair of those kicks. 232 00:11:58,354 --> 00:12:00,948 ltīs a dope jacket, too. 233 00:12:01,023 --> 00:12:04,254 l like the boots, too. those boots are flash. 234 00:12:04,326 --> 00:12:06,954 dang! l need to ask marky to lend me some money 235 00:12:07,029 --> 00:12:09,554 so l can get some kicks! 236 00:12:09,632 --> 00:12:11,793 - hey, terrell. - hey, whatīs up, man? 237 00:12:11,867 --> 00:12:13,129 could you keep it down a little? 238 00:12:13,202 --> 00:12:15,193 oh. y eah, man, yeah. my bad. 239 00:12:15,271 --> 00:12:17,136 thanks. 240 00:12:18,274 --> 00:12:20,538 y ou in a better mood? 241 00:12:20,609 --> 00:12:22,042 līm cool. 242 00:12:22,111 --> 00:12:24,011 y ou wanna talk about it? 243 00:12:24,079 --> 00:12:27,014 nah. good night. 244 00:12:28,217 --> 00:12:30,276 y ou play īībones?īī 245 00:12:35,991 --> 00:12:37,015 domino. 246 00:12:37,092 --> 00:12:39,959 what? man! 247 00:12:40,029 --> 00:12:42,259 whatīd you do that for, man? 248 00:12:42,331 --> 00:12:44,162 man. 249 00:12:44,233 --> 00:12:45,757 thatīs some bullshit, man. 250 00:12:45,834 --> 00:12:47,802 y ou just took me out of my three-month-long streak. 251 00:12:47,870 --> 00:12:48,700 whereīd you lean to play like that? 252 00:12:48,771 --> 00:12:50,602 mark taught me. oh, yeah? 253 00:12:50,673 --> 00:12:52,664 mm-hmm. huh! 254 00:12:52,741 --> 00:12:55,835 thatīs cool. 255 00:12:55,911 --> 00:12:57,708 so, uh... 256 00:12:57,780 --> 00:12:58,804 how long you been roommates? 257 00:12:58,881 --> 00:13:01,873 uh...about three years. 258 00:13:01,950 --> 00:13:03,713 ah. 259 00:13:03,786 --> 00:13:07,654 thatīs a long time, man. 260 00:13:07,723 --> 00:13:10,021 y ou ever think about getting your own place? 261 00:13:10,092 --> 00:13:12,322 uh, not anytime soon. 262 00:13:12,394 --> 00:13:14,885 rent is expensive in san francisco. 263 00:13:14,963 --> 00:13:16,954 canīt afford to go solo yet. 264 00:13:17,032 --> 00:13:18,556 y eah, but you know, 265 00:13:18,634 --> 00:13:20,431 it must be crampinī your style having a roommate, 266 00:13:20,502 --> 00:13:23,335 what with the honeys and everything. 267 00:13:23,405 --> 00:13:24,497 laughs) 268 00:13:24,573 --> 00:13:26,131 y eah, you know, you canīt throw shit, 269 00:13:26,208 --> 00:13:27,232 kick the walls or nothing. 270 00:13:27,309 --> 00:13:28,606 y ou know what līm sayinī? 271 00:13:32,214 --> 00:13:34,375 so how do you know my cuz anyway? 272 00:13:34,450 --> 00:13:37,783 we went to school together. 273 00:13:37,853 --> 00:13:41,118 school. thatīs--thatīs-- thatīs fresh, man. thatīs fresh. 274 00:13:41,190 --> 00:13:43,488 y eah. 275 00:13:43,559 --> 00:13:45,993 ltīs a nice pad. 276 00:13:47,363 --> 00:13:50,730 y ou ever think about getting softer couches? 277 00:13:50,799 --> 00:13:54,257 when we moved in here, we thought the place was kinda small. 278 00:13:54,336 --> 00:13:56,702 so we bought a small couch. 279 00:13:56,772 --> 00:13:57,830 l get that. 280 00:13:57,906 --> 00:14:00,170 when we sat on it at the store, it was cool. 281 00:14:00,242 --> 00:14:03,006 but then when we brought it home, it felt like bricks. 282 00:14:03,078 --> 00:14:05,342 then we decided we liked the windows, 283 00:14:05,414 --> 00:14:08,076 so we kept the frames the way they were, 284 00:14:08,150 --> 00:14:10,118 and we actually didnīt make any changes to it. 285 00:14:10,185 --> 00:14:11,880 we hated the wall color-- we didnīt want to spend more-- 286 00:14:11,954 --> 00:14:13,512 we just got adjusted to it. 287 00:14:13,589 --> 00:14:15,284 we bought a new oven-- weīve done very well-- 288 00:14:15,357 --> 00:14:19,316 we...we...we...we...we... 289 00:14:19,395 --> 00:14:20,453 we! 290 00:14:20,529 --> 00:14:21,894 we. 291 00:14:21,964 --> 00:14:23,431 we. 292 00:14:23,499 --> 00:14:26,559 ...and we just made it work. 293 00:14:31,106 --> 00:14:32,300 y ou all right? 294 00:14:32,374 --> 00:14:34,934 y eah. y eah, man, līm okay. 295 00:14:35,010 --> 00:14:38,241 well, līm going to bed. 296 00:14:38,313 --> 00:14:40,178 check you out tomorrow. 297 00:14:45,120 --> 00:14:47,315 .... classical) 298 00:14:58,467 --> 00:15:00,196 vinyl record scratches) 299 00:15:00,269 --> 00:15:01,429 hereīs some blankets. 300 00:15:01,503 --> 00:15:04,233 oh, yeah. thanks. 301 00:15:04,306 --> 00:15:06,399 nice and neat. thanks. um... 302 00:15:06,475 --> 00:15:08,067 good night. 303 00:15:08,143 --> 00:15:09,576 good night. 304 00:15:11,313 --> 00:15:13,873 he is gay as a motherfucker. 305 00:15:56,625 --> 00:15:58,320 d? 306 00:16:43,372 --> 00:16:45,135 hi, baby. 307 00:16:50,145 --> 00:16:52,340 līm so sorry. 308 00:16:56,051 --> 00:16:58,383 l told him he could stay. 309 00:16:59,888 --> 00:17:02,083 thank you, baby. 310 00:17:32,988 --> 00:17:35,252 - cell phone rings) - oh, shit! 311 00:17:39,595 --> 00:17:41,859 ring) 312 00:17:41,930 --> 00:17:44,091 whispering) whatīs up? 313 00:17:44,166 --> 00:17:46,430 no, no, no, man. līm asleep, man. 314 00:17:50,372 --> 00:17:54,672 no. look, weīll talk about this tomorrow. something went wrong. 315 00:17:54,743 --> 00:17:58,907 terrell) no. y ou know what time it is right now, okay? 316 00:17:58,981 --> 00:18:01,074 go to sleep. 317 00:18:01,149 --> 00:18:03,379 no, no-- y eah, yeah...yeah. 318 00:18:03,452 --> 00:18:06,546 no--yeah, yeah. ltīs all good. 319 00:18:17,032 --> 00:18:18,624 knock on door) 320 00:18:25,440 --> 00:18:26,668 knock) 321 00:18:31,246 --> 00:18:32,338 hey. hey. 322 00:18:32,414 --> 00:18:33,574 whatīs up? l thought you were asleep. 323 00:18:33,649 --> 00:18:35,810 uh, yeah, yeah. can l talk to you for a minute? 324 00:18:35,884 --> 00:18:37,852 y eah. whatīs up? um... 325 00:18:37,919 --> 00:18:39,978 līm convinced that your boyīs gay, man. 326 00:18:40,055 --> 00:18:41,955 y ou came here just to tell me that? 327 00:18:42,024 --> 00:18:44,686 look, man, līm serious. my gaydar is state-of-the-art. 328 00:18:44,760 --> 00:18:46,785 t, līm telling you right now, 329 00:18:46,862 --> 00:18:48,295 d is not gay. 330 00:18:48,363 --> 00:18:49,387 man, youīre just blind to the facts. 331 00:18:49,464 --> 00:18:52,797 good night, t. hey, man-- 332 00:18:52,868 --> 00:18:55,928 hey, man you better lock this door. 333 00:18:56,004 --> 00:18:58,336 weīre having company tomorrow. 334 00:19:00,776 --> 00:19:02,368 marky! reggie! 335 00:19:02,444 --> 00:19:04,969 whatīs up, man? cool. 336 00:19:05,047 --> 00:19:06,480 surprised? hell yeah! 337 00:19:06,548 --> 00:19:09,039 y ouīre the man. 338 00:19:09,117 --> 00:19:11,017 t told me you was out here, man. 339 00:19:11,086 --> 00:19:12,451 so you know as soon as l was in town, 340 00:19:12,521 --> 00:19:13,818 l had to come see my boy. 341 00:19:13,889 --> 00:19:15,481 how you been, man? 342 00:19:15,557 --> 00:19:18,253 līm cool. how you been? 343 00:19:18,326 --> 00:19:19,452 y ou know, man. 344 00:19:19,528 --> 00:19:21,155 smokinī and blinginī. 345 00:19:21,229 --> 00:19:22,526 thatīs all there is, baby. 346 00:19:23,832 --> 00:19:25,129 okay, so what you down here for? 347 00:19:25,200 --> 00:19:27,634 reggieīs cutting his demo. 348 00:19:27,703 --> 00:19:29,261 y eah, yeah. oh, yeah? 349 00:19:29,337 --> 00:19:31,999 tryinī to get my fame on, you know. 350 00:19:33,909 --> 00:19:34,876 whatīs up, man? 351 00:19:36,011 --> 00:19:37,501 - y eah, this is my-- - reggie. 352 00:19:37,579 --> 00:19:39,945 - whatīs up? dante. - y eah. cool. 353 00:19:40,015 --> 00:19:42,415 what you all negroes wanna do tonight? 354 00:19:42,484 --> 00:19:43,781 larryīs classy lady. 355 00:19:43,852 --> 00:19:45,615 - larryīs classy lady, huh? - y eah. 356 00:19:47,155 --> 00:19:49,817 man, whatever. all right, whatīs up? 357 00:19:49,891 --> 00:19:50,915 uh... 358 00:19:50,992 --> 00:19:54,018 so hurry up and get dressed. letīs go, man. 359 00:19:54,096 --> 00:19:56,223 hurry up so we can go. 360 00:19:57,833 --> 00:19:59,801 laughs) 361 00:19:59,868 --> 00:20:00,835 y eah. 362 00:20:00,902 --> 00:20:02,494 okay, man. 363 00:20:06,408 --> 00:20:08,069 hey, you about ready? 364 00:20:08,143 --> 00:20:09,838 who is he again? 365 00:20:09,911 --> 00:20:11,037 uh... 366 00:20:11,113 --> 00:20:13,673 heīs just a friend from the old neighborhood. 367 00:20:13,749 --> 00:20:15,478 okay. 368 00:20:20,422 --> 00:20:23,414 could you, uh... beef it up tonight? 369 00:20:23,492 --> 00:20:24,891 what? 370 00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:28,760 y ou know, youīve been, uh... a little sloppy lately. 371 00:20:28,830 --> 00:20:31,196 whatīs that supposed to mean? 372 00:20:31,266 --> 00:20:33,496 lt means that youīre doing something 373 00:20:33,568 --> 00:20:36,628 that had my cousin thinking that youīre gay. 374 00:20:36,705 --> 00:20:38,172 where did this come from? 375 00:20:38,240 --> 00:20:40,037 l donīt know, but that boyīs convinced. 376 00:20:40,108 --> 00:20:42,668 all līm saying is-- laughs) 377 00:20:42,744 --> 00:20:46,043 all līm saying is, dante, just keep it tight, all right? 378 00:20:46,114 --> 00:20:47,809 here, let me fix your shirt. 379 00:20:47,883 --> 00:20:49,145 just keep it tight. 380 00:20:49,217 --> 00:20:51,777 līm gonna go ahead and chill with the fellas, all right? 381 00:20:56,324 --> 00:20:59,452 .... r & b) 382 00:21:00,495 --> 00:21:02,486 .. mm-hmm .. 383 00:21:05,367 --> 00:21:07,835 y eah, remember when terrell put the water hose 384 00:21:07,903 --> 00:21:09,370 in mr. bakerīs mailbox? 385 00:21:09,437 --> 00:21:11,905 oh, man! l forgot about that shit, man! 386 00:21:11,973 --> 00:21:15,739 man, we were some bad little motherfuckers, man. 387 00:21:15,811 --> 00:21:16,835 oh, shit. 388 00:21:16,912 --> 00:21:18,675 remember tanya? tanya? 389 00:21:18,747 --> 00:21:20,908 mark remembers tanya, donīt you, marky? 390 00:21:20,982 --> 00:21:22,643 no. 391 00:21:22,717 --> 00:21:24,810 come on, man, tanya laurie? 392 00:21:24,886 --> 00:21:26,319 mark) uh-uh. 393 00:21:26,388 --> 00:21:30,347 īībobbing for applesīī tanya? 394 00:21:30,425 --> 00:21:33,588 - oh. - y eah, yeah. 395 00:21:33,662 --> 00:21:35,289 l knew it would come to you. 396 00:21:35,363 --> 00:21:37,354 y eah, l remember her. she was fine as hell, huh? 397 00:21:37,432 --> 00:21:38,865 l know, right? y eah. 398 00:21:38,934 --> 00:21:42,370 man, mark used to get all the bad bitches back in the day. 399 00:21:42,437 --> 00:21:44,667 ls that still how it is, marky? 400 00:21:44,739 --> 00:21:47,765 huh? hmm? 401 00:21:47,843 --> 00:21:50,141 - do ducks still quack? - thatīs my boy! 402 00:21:50,212 --> 00:21:52,442 thatīs my boy! 403 00:21:54,249 --> 00:21:56,649 laughs) 404 00:21:56,718 --> 00:21:58,515 man) work it! work it! 405 00:21:58,587 --> 00:21:59,986 oh, man. 406 00:22:00,055 --> 00:22:02,148 lf they start v oguing, man, līm out. 407 00:22:05,026 --> 00:22:08,621 ainīt there girls in this place, man? 408 00:22:08,697 --> 00:22:09,959 thatīs what līve been waiting on. 409 00:22:10,031 --> 00:22:12,363 check the one in the gold, man. 410 00:22:12,434 --> 00:22:15,426 sheīs magnificent, man. 411 00:22:15,503 --> 00:22:18,404 y ou think you can hit that, marky? 412 00:22:18,473 --> 00:22:21,169 ah...no. 413 00:22:21,243 --> 00:22:22,767 līm gonna leave that for you, playboy. 414 00:22:22,844 --> 00:22:24,175 aw. 415 00:22:24,246 --> 00:22:26,908 man, you know sheīs out of my league, a little bit, player. 416 00:22:26,982 --> 00:22:29,348 thatīs more your speed. 417 00:22:29,417 --> 00:22:31,578 or your man dante over here. 418 00:22:37,292 --> 00:22:38,520 sheīs bad. 419 00:22:38,593 --> 00:22:40,584 but not my type. 420 00:22:40,662 --> 00:22:42,095 oh, man, please. 421 00:22:42,163 --> 00:22:44,393 women are your type. 422 00:22:44,466 --> 00:22:47,094 all right, all right. 423 00:22:47,168 --> 00:22:50,035 terrell) oh, shit, man. 424 00:22:50,105 --> 00:22:51,970 that oneīs for you, player. 425 00:22:52,040 --> 00:22:53,473 that oneīs for you. 426 00:22:53,541 --> 00:22:55,873 go on, man, sheīs begginī for it. 427 00:22:55,944 --> 00:22:57,104 come on, man. 428 00:22:57,178 --> 00:23:00,477 get your ass over there, letīs go. 429 00:23:00,548 --> 00:23:03,210 līll tell your mom. 430 00:23:03,285 --> 00:23:04,684 there you go. 431 00:23:04,753 --> 00:23:06,550 but yīall know how l used to do, right? 432 00:23:06,621 --> 00:23:07,451 used to do? thatīs the word. 433 00:23:07,522 --> 00:23:08,784 used to do. 434 00:23:08,857 --> 00:23:10,347 change that from past tense. 435 00:23:13,828 --> 00:23:16,319 man, that nigger still gets all the women, huh? 436 00:23:16,398 --> 00:23:17,365 damn. 437 00:23:17,432 --> 00:23:19,593 not all, player. 438 00:23:19,668 --> 00:23:22,136 thereīs still one more left. 439 00:23:33,181 --> 00:23:34,205 are you okay? 440 00:23:34,282 --> 00:23:36,375 huh? 441 00:23:36,451 --> 00:23:38,510 y eah. līm cool. 442 00:23:38,586 --> 00:23:41,578 y ou want another drink? 443 00:23:41,656 --> 00:23:43,385 sure. 444 00:23:43,458 --> 00:23:45,221 what can l get you guys? 445 00:23:45,293 --> 00:23:47,318 līll take a gin and tonic and... what you want? 446 00:23:47,395 --> 00:23:49,454 v odka, straight up. 447 00:23:49,531 --> 00:23:52,193 okay. gin and tonic, vodka, straight up. 448 00:23:57,906 --> 00:23:59,897 līm fucked up, man. 449 00:23:59,975 --> 00:24:01,169 what are you talking about? 450 00:24:01,242 --> 00:24:03,540 thatīs a gin and tonic, vodka, straight up. 451 00:24:03,611 --> 00:24:05,306 thanks, man. 452 00:24:09,150 --> 00:24:10,674 l know about you, man. 453 00:24:12,387 --> 00:24:14,355 what do you know? 454 00:24:15,890 --> 00:24:17,289 l know. 455 00:24:19,694 --> 00:24:21,924 oh, yeah. 456 00:24:21,997 --> 00:24:24,329 y eah. l brought you here to fuck with you, man. 457 00:24:24,399 --> 00:24:27,095 y ou know, fuck with your head? 458 00:24:29,137 --> 00:24:31,367 oh, yeah, thatīs right. 459 00:24:31,439 --> 00:24:33,771 y ou see, the funny part is is, like, uh... 460 00:24:33,842 --> 00:24:36,003 līm the one whoīs fucked up. 461 00:24:36,077 --> 00:24:38,602 y eah. 462 00:24:41,616 --> 00:24:44,983 y eah, l used to have this guy who used to live up the street from me, man. 463 00:24:45,053 --> 00:24:47,749 always acted like a little girl, you know what līm sayinī? 464 00:24:47,822 --> 00:24:49,119 like, he didnīt give a fuck. 465 00:24:53,028 --> 00:24:56,520 l couldnīt stand seeing him. 466 00:24:58,700 --> 00:24:59,758 y eah. 467 00:24:59,834 --> 00:25:03,235 y ou see, the fucked up part about it is... 468 00:25:03,304 --> 00:25:06,762 l hated what l saw in him. 469 00:25:06,841 --> 00:25:10,641 l hated him... 470 00:25:10,712 --> 00:25:12,202 because he was just like me. 471 00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:16,273 williams) meet terrell wiggins. 472 00:25:18,319 --> 00:25:21,015 fuck me! 473 00:25:21,089 --> 00:25:24,149 l canīt even stay in a relationship for more than five minutes 474 00:25:24,225 --> 00:25:27,353 because l canīt decide if l like pussy or dick more. 475 00:25:27,429 --> 00:25:29,329 y ou know what līm sayinī? 476 00:25:31,499 --> 00:25:33,558 y ou know what līm sayinī? 477 00:25:33,635 --> 00:25:35,728 hey, man, you canīt tell mark, all right? 478 00:25:35,804 --> 00:25:37,294 dante? 479 00:25:40,842 --> 00:25:42,969 līm sorry, but l... 480 00:25:43,044 --> 00:25:45,012 l canīt do this. 481 00:25:49,017 --> 00:25:51,747 damn, l gotta piss, man! 482 00:25:53,955 --> 00:25:56,150 dante. 483 00:25:56,224 --> 00:25:58,454 līm sorry, baby. l didnīt mean for that to happen. 484 00:25:58,526 --> 00:26:00,892 look... 485 00:26:00,962 --> 00:26:01,986 y ou need to tell terrell whatīs up. 486 00:26:02,063 --> 00:26:03,997 līm not ready for that, d. y ou know that! 487 00:26:04,065 --> 00:26:05,999 ltīs not gonna be as hard as you think. 488 00:26:06,067 --> 00:26:08,399 y ou think you know everything, donīt you? 489 00:26:08,470 --> 00:26:11,667 līm telling you, heīs not gonna be cool with this. 490 00:26:11,739 --> 00:26:13,639 cool with what, man? 491 00:26:13,708 --> 00:26:16,404 t. huh? 492 00:26:16,478 --> 00:26:18,070 y ou and mark should talk. 493 00:26:19,614 --> 00:26:21,707 uh, about what? 494 00:26:21,783 --> 00:26:23,307 about what you told me. 495 00:26:23,384 --> 00:26:24,783 ltīs cool. 496 00:26:24,853 --> 00:26:26,684 trust me. 497 00:26:31,092 --> 00:26:33,856 chuckles nervously) 498 00:26:33,928 --> 00:26:36,396 all right. 499 00:26:36,464 --> 00:26:42,460 well...what dante and l were talking about was, uh... 500 00:26:42,537 --> 00:26:44,300 uh... 501 00:26:44,372 --> 00:26:45,862 mumbles) 502 00:26:45,940 --> 00:26:47,840 what we were saying... 503 00:26:47,909 --> 00:26:50,207 was, uh... 504 00:26:50,278 --> 00:26:55,341 with--with him being gay, uh... 505 00:26:55,416 --> 00:26:57,281 ltīs not that, uh... 506 00:26:58,753 --> 00:26:59,742 ltīs not-- itīs not cool, 507 00:26:59,821 --> 00:27:00,412 you know what līm sayinī? 508 00:27:00,488 --> 00:27:02,718 y eah. and--and, you know, 509 00:27:02,790 --> 00:27:03,279 itīs--itīs a sin. 510 00:27:03,358 --> 00:27:04,916 what are you-- 511 00:27:04,993 --> 00:27:06,255 no, for real, man! all right? 512 00:27:06,327 --> 00:27:08,420 līm a little uncomfortable with you being like that. 513 00:27:08,496 --> 00:27:11,693 l just prefer you just stay away from me. 514 00:27:11,766 --> 00:27:12,790 y ouīre kinda nasty-- 515 00:27:12,867 --> 00:27:15,802 all, right, all right. fuck this! 516 00:27:19,641 --> 00:27:21,632 all right, t, you wanna know the truth? 517 00:27:24,712 --> 00:27:28,079 dante and l... 518 00:27:28,149 --> 00:27:32,882 have been in a relationship for the past three years. 519 00:27:32,954 --> 00:27:34,615 there you go. 520 00:27:41,529 --> 00:27:43,554 doorbell rings) 521 00:27:56,144 --> 00:27:57,236 whatīs up, yīall? 522 00:28:13,561 --> 00:28:15,153 hey, uh... 523 00:28:15,230 --> 00:28:17,824 līm headed back to l.a. tomorrow, man. līm out. 524 00:28:22,904 --> 00:28:26,135 y eah. uh, cool, man. 525 00:28:27,375 --> 00:28:29,309 so thatīs it, man. 526 00:28:31,279 --> 00:28:33,406 y eah. all right. 527 00:28:38,853 --> 00:28:41,048 l wanna work on the tracks, man. 528 00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:48,428 nah, man. 529 00:28:48,496 --> 00:28:49,793 y our heartīs not in it. 530 00:28:55,803 --> 00:28:57,600 no, l mean it, man, 531 00:28:59,240 --> 00:29:01,902 l wanna work on that collab, man. 532 00:29:05,280 --> 00:29:07,145 then it has to be for real this time. 533 00:29:08,683 --> 00:29:10,207 y eah, l know. l know. 534 00:29:15,990 --> 00:29:17,355 līm for real, man. 535 00:29:33,308 --> 00:29:35,833 williams) meet reginald stokes. 536 00:29:44,819 --> 00:29:47,583 y ou gotta be fucking kidding me. 537 00:29:58,199 --> 00:29:59,962 well, l guess this is it, huh? 538 00:30:00,034 --> 00:30:02,662 y eah. 539 00:30:02,737 --> 00:30:04,068 donīt make this shit sappy, man. 540 00:30:04,138 --> 00:30:05,571 gimme some love, man! 541 00:30:10,144 --> 00:30:11,907 all right. 542 00:30:11,979 --> 00:30:14,209 come on, d. y ou, too, dante, man, come on! 543 00:30:15,683 --> 00:30:17,048 letīs see what you got. 544 00:30:17,118 --> 00:30:18,779 oh, man! 545 00:30:18,853 --> 00:30:20,445 laughing) 546 00:30:22,824 --> 00:30:24,758 bye, regina. 547 00:30:24,826 --> 00:30:26,521 all right, man. laughs) 548 00:30:26,594 --> 00:30:28,152 see ya later. 549 00:30:30,965 --> 00:30:32,330 love you guys, man. 550 00:30:32,400 --> 00:30:34,595 l love you, too, man. 551 00:30:34,669 --> 00:30:37,194 and, mark, the secretīs safe with me. 552 00:30:37,271 --> 00:30:38,704 l appreciate that. 553 00:30:38,773 --> 00:30:40,536 same here, baby. 554 00:30:40,608 --> 00:30:41,905 oh, cool. thanks. 555 00:30:43,344 --> 00:30:44,743 well... 556 00:30:46,147 --> 00:30:47,944 y eah...later, faggots. 557 00:30:48,015 --> 00:30:49,312 laughs) 558 00:30:49,384 --> 00:30:50,715 we gotta plane to catch, man. 559 00:30:50,785 --> 00:30:51,945 - y ou ready? - y eah, man. 560 00:30:52,019 --> 00:30:53,577 all right. 561 00:30:53,654 --> 00:30:54,951 all right. 562 00:30:58,559 --> 00:31:00,220 hey. 563 00:31:21,215 --> 00:31:23,046 baby steps. 564 00:31:30,558 --> 00:31:34,392 williams) the paradox when playing the ultimate game, 565 00:31:34,462 --> 00:31:35,986 the game of life, 566 00:31:36,063 --> 00:31:38,361 is that you canīt quit. 567 00:31:38,433 --> 00:31:40,731 y ou canīt throw in your hand. 568 00:31:40,802 --> 00:31:43,600 y et the only way to win the game 569 00:31:43,671 --> 00:31:45,832 is to stop playing. 570 00:31:45,907 --> 00:31:48,239 .... latin) 571 00:32:02,123 --> 00:32:03,590 mark) hey, momma, how you doing? 572 00:32:03,658 --> 00:32:05,285 woman) marky? 573 00:32:05,359 --> 00:32:08,021 y eah, yeah, itīs me. how you doing? 574 00:32:09,464 --> 00:32:11,728 uh... 575 00:32:11,799 --> 00:32:13,994 l got something l need to tell you. 576 00:32:14,068 --> 00:32:15,899 okay, baby, l already know you gay. 577 00:32:15,970 --> 00:32:18,200 terrell done already told me. 578 00:32:18,272 --> 00:32:19,864 phone hits table) 579 00:32:22,376 --> 00:32:25,345 terrell! 580 00:32:25,413 --> 00:32:27,913 closed-captioned by j.r. media services, lnc. burbank, ca